August 14th

I went to lunch with a few friends today love, it was nice.  

The day was extraordinarily beautiful...not quite 80 with bright blue skies and not a cloud anywhere.  It was just lovely.

Now though, a realization has hit me...hard...

I miss feeling adored by you.  You did that for me in such a huge way and it was such a miraculous thing. 

I was so very blessed to have you love me.  I was so very blessed to call you my best friend.  

I miss you so much my David, and really, these words mean nothing for what I am really feeling, it goes so much deeper than that.