The ambush

AAARGH when will it change...

The ambush out of nowhere.  It's as though some other force sees that I have had a few peaceful moments, some calm hours, and says 'NOPE, can't allow it...BAM, take that bitch!'

I'm tired.

One of these days I will be strong enough to beat this other force down, one of these days clearly isn't now though.  Now it beats me.