Today is the day before Thanksgiving. The one day set aside in a whole year of days, that everyone everywhere gathers together to give thanks for family, life, loved ones, and...well you get the picture.
I am thankful, I am. I always have been. I go to bed every night, um...almost every night, and I say thank you for all that I have...all that I am blessed with. I've always taught my children that we may not have all that we want, but we always have WAY more than we need.
It has been an excruciating year, right from midnight 2013 and it fell off the charts on May 5th. The day the music died, the day my life stopped spinning, the day my heart shattered in a million pieces. The day my best friend, my love, my husband died...along with a very dear girlfriend.
So yeah, struggling is the theme for today.
I made it out of the grocery store and stood in the pouring rain, arms full of bags. And I cried. I slogged to the car and got in saying 'Oh my God David, oh my God.' I started the car, drove to the light and waited for the color green. I hit the radio power button and I heard...
Don't know what I'm gonna do about this feeling inside
Yes it's true, loneliness took me for a ride
Without your love I'm nothing but a beggar
Without your love a dog without a bone
What can I do? I'm sleepin' in this bed alone
Come and save me tonight
You're the reason I live
You're the reason I die
You're the reason I give when I break down and cry
Don't need no reason why
Baby, baby, bayayby
You're my angel
Come and save me tonight
You're my angel
Yeah, come and make it alright
You're my angel
Come and save me tonight
I cried harder and then I was done...On to the next moments of my day.
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