48 days

Today is 48 days.

48 days since we woke up together...

48 days since I smelled your scent that is so uniquely you...

48 days since I touched your face...

48 days since I kissed your beautiful mouth...

48 days since I looked in your eyes...

48 days since I held your hand...

48 days since you put your arms around me...

48 days since I heard you say my name...

48 days since I heard you tell me 'I love you'...

48 days since I heard you laugh...

48 days since I heard you sing...

48 days since I cooked for you...

48 days since we made a toast together...

48 days since I heard you yell for help...

48 days since I watched you take your last breath...

48 days since my heart was ripped from my body...

48 days since I felt joy...

48 days since a smile reached my eyes and a laugh reached my heart...

48 days since I lost the love of my life...

48 days since I lost a beautiful friend...

48 days since I lost me.