I slept...but fitfully, I slept...but alone, I slept...but with pain in my heart and a tear in my eye.
I'm awake now...fitfully, alone, and with pain in my heart and tears in my eyes. I don't even know where the tears come from anymore babe, I would think I'd be all tapped out. It's worse now, all of it, not better...I am not getting better, I'm getting worse. I don't know where you and Eve are and I can't stop reliving those horrible, frantic minutes. Minutes...just minutes that changed everything. I will never understand, and I will never get over this. I miss you both so much and I want you back...but I know that I can't have you . DAMN
I love you with all my whole heart baby, always and forever. Almost time to get back in that damn bed...ugh. I miss reaching over and holding your hand while I fall asleep, I miss everything about you. God how I miss you. tomorrow is another day...until then, goodnight.
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I love you Evelyn.
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