June 9, 2013

Hi my baby...I'm sitting here on our bed with Jewels...Josh is in the living room on his laptop...GiGi is over Britt's house and I'm thinking way too much.  I'm thinking that I go through all the motions of an ordinary day...I hear my voice, I know I'm moving about, but I'm not really there.  I feel trapped somewhere between where you are and where I should be.  It is a very strange feeling.  I love you and I miss you.