Joshy said he couldn't come over this weekend...never said why though. I had been contemplating telling him maybe to wait because he would have had to leave early anyway. I will be leaving here early on Sunday morning to head back out to Rocky Neck once again...you see, Evelyn's family is planning a release ceremony for Eve's ashes. I have gone round and round today about actually going, I want to, I'm just not sure I will hold up too well. It will be a very surreal experience for sure.
Very lonely for you David. My life has changed so drastically and so fast that I am unable to keep up. I have 'managed' things, but I have not accepted or come to terms with this as forever. I cry for you and I mourn for you every second of every minute of every hour of every day. I am never going to get over this. I'm done for today.
Eve's Page
Today is the first day of summer girlfriend...you were sooo looking forward to this season. I hope in your new life everyday is as perfect as you could wish tit to be. Love you Eve
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